tintedlies

I'm too afraid to tell you I'm terrified. I'm so used to lying, I can't tell you the truth. My feet are poised at the edge of a cliff My mind is hanging by the thread of this noose That I fashion for myself Out of every time I've held my tongue Oh why haven't I just let myself speak? Too fat to eat. Too tired to sleep. You deserve to start. You don't deserve dreams. My reasoning is flawed, I know this. I don't know why I'm even still here Am I afraid of blackness or am I afraid of fear? I'm barely holding on to my thread of an existence. What is forgiveness, I've never know such a kindness. Don't cry, it's alright, don't let them know

is it so wrong to love someone when they cant stand you. or to love someone even after you've met another. I am i and you are you. but some times i just wish we could be We. and live in harmony. this world fucking sucks. we have to fight for peace. we hate for love. I wish we could all just hold hands and sing. and we could all just live without the pain. but without it were not the same. I wish we could live life with out all the bully's. be called pretty instead of ugly. because you really are the most beautiful person iv ever met. i wish we could be called smart instead of idiot. because your the most intelligent person iv ever met. I wish